I loved this and highly recommend Joe and this review of his meditation retreat!

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(00:00) hello Earth Angels and welcome back to another episode of alignment Academy if you’re new here welcome I’m Kristen and I’m your host every week we talk about something within mindset spirituality entrepreneurship business typically it’s a blend of all of them because I am just a girl who had her Spiritual Awakening super early I’m a corporate Dropout turned spiritual mentor and intuitive business guide I’ve been on this path since I was 17 years old and I’m so passionate about helping you find your
(00:30) aligned path and live in alignment with your soul because honestly this spiritual journey has been the best thing that’s ever happened to me in my life I found myself I found my people I found my career that I love I found my impact and this is what you deserve too you deserve to have it all you deserve to feel so fulfilled you can’t even believe it’s your life and we’re going to help you get there I’m really excited for today’s episode this is one of the most requested episodes I’ve ever had
(00:56) like I’ve had DMS on DMS on DMS saying Kristen when is your Joe dispenza Retreat episode going to be out have you put the episode out yet when are you putting the episode out and here it is guys here is the Joe dispenza Retreat episode I am going to share as much as I feel is necessary without you know taking away from the sacred nature of just going to a retreat yourself and this is not like a recommendation to go to the retreat I am just sharing my experience I actually think that the retreat is would be a lot for people if
(01:25) you weren’t as into everything as I am or you don’t have as strong of a meditation practice but if you feel the call you know you do you I’m just going to be giving you guys my honest review giving you guys my experience and sharing just some takeaways that I had from The Retreat if you’re not familiar with like my journey I went through let’s just cover the annoying stuff okay I went through a massive Rock Bottom last year I definitely am on the other side of it we’re good and in the middle
(01:54) of it the one thing that helped me get out of the Rock Bottom was Dr Joe despenza and ever since then if you guys are on my Tik Tok you know I have been just obsessed with I call him daddy Joe I’ve been obsessed with Daddy Joe he has helped me so much his teachings right I’m not like bowing down to him but honestly I love him his teachings have really helped me Take Back Control of my life find happiness from no one but myself and really just become the creator of My reality so much of what he teaches is learning how to be in charge
(02:28) of your emotional world and when you are in charge of your emotions and reactions you’re in charge of your life you’re in charge of what you’re going to create you’re in charge of what you’re going to attract and in a time where I was going through so many life changes in terms of relationships living situations friendships I was at a rock bottom in every area of my life learning how to go Inward and give myself what I wanted to feel and just attach myself to a vision of the future versus a memory of the
(02:57) past it was everything and so on Tik Tok talk I started the 60-day daddy Joe meditation challenge where for 60 days I was like let’s just around and find out let me do 60 days of his meditations and see what happens and in that time I basically healed my depression probably like 80% in that time blew up my business hit my highest income month was a lot happier everything felt like it was flowing like I was just so much happier than I had been you know months and months months before because I’d gone through this terrible breakup and
(03:27) friendship endings and and family stuff going on like all of and then after the 60 days I was like okay well that was cool but like I’m just going to go back to being more relaxed I don’t need to meditate every single morning for whatever 40 minutes and so I stopped and then everything kind of like went back down you know I was like not making as much money I wasn’t feeling as good my depression came back a little bit and I was like H this is weird so I did a month of that and just like looked at
(03:52) the data and I was like all right let me try one more month of doing it consistently and so that’s what I did I I did one more month of doing his meditations everything went back up so then I was like all right this is this is not a coincidence this is literally because of these meditations it’s because that I am learning how to create my reality like I love this and if you haven’t listened to my episode on my 60-day jod despenser review I have like a review at the end of that 60 days of like sharing everything that I
(04:21) manifested and you can also go on Tik Tok and like go to the playlist it’s called daddy Joe and watch all the videos cuz I review a lot of his teachings I share what has manifested I just kind of give a recap of everything that I’ve learned from him so if you want to know more about that Journey then go ahead and go there and this episode in particular is going to be about the Joe dispenza Meditation Retreat I got home from it I guess it’s like a week and a half ago now it’s Thursday and I got home not this Monday
(04:51) but the last Monday so yeah about a week and a half I got home and I got to say guys I am still on cloud 100 I feel so filled up with love I feel so grateful for that experience and I knew it was going to be amazing I knew it was going to be mind-blowing but it’s like you can’t really imagine what you haven’t experienced yet so I just didn’t know what to expect and it blew me away in the most interesting and surprising ways I just feel genuinely like I do after a mushroom trip if you’ve ever done a big
(05:23) mushroom trip you know like after after you get out of that you almost have like this sparkle in your eye it’s like this Source Sparkle right like you just connect to Source Consciousness you just connected to all that is you just felt the Creative Energy of the mushrooms and you’re like oh my God everything is perfect I love life like we’re all creators you’re just like tapped into the magic and it’s interesting because I think that this experience was just as powerful if not more for a lot of
(05:49) reasons right number one because he showed a lot of data that when somebody gets done with his 7day Advanced Meditation Retreat their brain looks similar to what it looks like like after a psilocybin trip because so many different parts of the brain that haven’t been talking are talking so I think that’s really cool that like that’s what it feels like for me because it’s a similar experience but the reason I said it might even be better is because if you have never done a big mushroom trip when you do that you can’t
(06:16) take everything with you some things from the trip you’re just not going to remember like it’s kind of like it’s not similar to being drunk but it’s similar like when you’re really drunk sometimes you don’t remember all of it it’s kind of like that but it’s a different it’s it’s tone completely different you just don’t remember everything cuz you’re in such another state of consciousness I think what’s transformative about it is that this is not a 6-hour experience
(06:37) this is a 7day experience and you get to take everything that you experienced in those seven days with you and you remember it Crystal Clear there’s similar experiences in the sense that they’re so transformative and then they’re different because they’re just completely different right like 6-hour mushroom trip is just going straight to the deep end and then this Meditation Retreat is like a slow burn of learning how to settle down your body learning how to sit in in nothingness learning how to become nothing I mean if you
(07:04) haven’t gotten into Dr Joe’s work this is not going to be a recap of everything that we do because his meditations are very intense like even one of the scientists at the retreat was like I don’t know if we can even quantify this as meditation this is like super human because that’s really what he is teaching people it’s like human potential stuff he has a book called becoming Supernatural so it checks out that like the way that you’re learning how to use your body and work with your
(07:26) brain and and control your brain to reach these St Ates of bliss or create it’s just it’s so cool I bug out on it because I’m just like this is just so cool like it’s just blending spirituality and Science and I think that the best part is that none of what he teaches anymore is pseudo science none of it none of it is oh this is a foooo like beautiful spiritual thing it is all scientifically proven all of it he is breaking down with quantum physics and Science and there’s data to back up
(07:57) literally everything he’s teaching and I think that’s really cool that he learned and is demystifying the mystical for so many people that was a really beautiful part of it definitely just amazing now I’m going to go over the overview of the retreat just so you have an idea because I don’t really want to cover too much of just like the boring Logistics but we meditated around 35 to 40 hours in 7 days this was intense for me but also not because I meditate a lot already I mean I’m meditating even more now after
(08:27) the retreat I was meditating about an hour a day give or take maybe like 30 minutes to an hour a day now I meditate about 1 to 2 hours a day usually 1 in the morning 1 after work just because I’m so addicted to the feeling of going into the quantum field and just like becoming nothing I feel like I get plugged in literally I feel like I’m getting plugged into something and I just feel so good after so I’ve been meditating a lot more and I do feel like I’m having this full Mickey singer moment if you guys haven’t read
(08:53) the surrender experiment first of all my favorite book in the entire world but Mickey singer is like the the writer he he wrote the tethered Soul too you might have heard of that book he talks about how like he just literally wants to meditate in the woods but Source has other plans for him like he has to go out into the world and do his mission and that’s really how I feel right now like I’m having a full Mickey singer moment where I’m like I just want to meditate in my house all day and just like go Inward and just be there but you
(09:17) know I have things to do and people to help and a mission to uphold so it’s been like an interesting experience but I think that I’m also going inward so much right now because I just want to hold on to the magic that was there from The Retreat I obviously know that it’s not going to last forever but I’d like to hold on to it as long as I can I felt I was mentally prepared and I also think it helped that like I had nothing else to do but be there and meditate I’ve been finding that now that
(09:43) I’m back in my life like I do find not that I’m rushing my meditations but there are more distractions of things to think about and things to do and people to get back to and things to respond to so I think that that was such a unique experience in the fact like when are you going to go somewhere and just not have anything to do nobody to talk to like I was off social media I really went Inward and so it was just nice to have that experience where I could just really go in and most of the meditations
(10:09) were around 2 hours but then there were some that were around 30 minutes and then our longest meditation was 4 hours and 40 minutes so that’s kind of like the range of what it looked like the days were pretty long we would get up I would get up around 5 or 530 most days and we’d end around 7 this is because you know we would want to utilize the early morning brain wave so it’s not like a bad thing like they were long days but I didn’t feel like I was stretched to a point that wasn’t Humane
(10:35) or anything but we would get up typically we’ do a morning meditation and then we’d go to lecture lunch meditation lecture you know dinner like whatever I don’t know I mean the days were the days were long and you were tired but you also weren’t tired and I was always saying to my friend Bri who came with me I was like I typically am not someone who can run off of off of a little sleep like most nights we were only getting 5 to six hours of sleep sometimes less and I was like I don’t feel tired at all like of course when I
(11:05) put my head down at night I would go right to sleep but I wasn’t like tired in the way that I feel tired in my normal day-to-day life I think it’s cuz you’re just plugged in and there’s so much energy in the room there’s so much love in the room and oh my gosh it was just like the most beautiful energy to experience that was kind of the overview I was in Cancun for it but that’s I think all I want to share about the overview now I think that the best way for me to share my experience is I’m
(11:31) just going to give you guys my five biggest takeaways there’s no other way for me to do this I I really thought I sat down I was like how am I going to share everything that happened I don’t even think I fully you know processed everything that happened it’s like a mushroom trip like after a mushroom trip you could be processing what happened in a mushroom trip for like a year like no joke it can take a long time and this is how I feel about this is everything that came up I still haven’t really sat with
(11:53) or thought about or been able to unpack yet so I’m going to give you guys my five biggest takeaways these are going to range from observations to teachings to a little bit of both but I hope you enjoy them with that being said my number one takeaway I am quickly interrupting this episode to remind you guys that if you’re a listener which clearly you are I have created a free meditation for all of you this meditation was built out of my rock bottom when I needed to trust the universe and release a lot of anxiety I
(12:22) was feeling and I didn’t know how so I learned how to trust the universe and I’m going to teach you how in this meditation it’s really practicing this feeling of being held and supported and remembering that you actually are held and supported by the universe in every single moment all you have to do to get this meditation is to rate and review the podcast on whatever platform you’re listening on and then go ahead and head over to my podcast Instagram @ alignment Academy podcast give it a follow and
(12:52) then message me on there with a screenshot of your rating or review whatever platform you’re listening on and I will send you the meditation okay now back to the episode Dr Joe’s Community is the most integrated spiritual Community I’ve ever been a part of it truly was so special and I’m going to start by saying something that might surprise you guys I’m not really a huge spiritual events girly I actually don’t like them I don’t like spiritual events I don’t like spiritual festivals
(13:20) and I’ll tell you guys the reason that I don’t like them again no judgment if you do I don’t mind if you do I understand that that is such a good place for a lot of people personally I just identify more as like a Quantum girly than a spiritual girly like I’ve been to a lot of spiritual events and for me there feels like at some events there is some Distortion there’s people who have a lot of knowledge but have not done any work on themselves there’s also people who hold beliefs such as you know the less
(13:51) that you have the more spiritual you are or money is bad or you need as little as possible now the reason this personally doesn’t resonate with me and this is my opinion guys again no hate towards anyone but this is my podcast and I’m just going to spit my opinion is because if you truly believe that you are the Creator if you truly believe you are part of the source then you know that you can create anything and if you created it how is it shameful how is it bad I genuinely in my heart believe that
(14:20) we are here on Earth to have the most experiences we can the only point of life is to experience as much as we can and that means experience wealth experience money experience hating a job experience loving your job experience going through the entrepreneurship roller coaster experience traveling to Europe experience all of it that’s what we’re here to do is experience we’re not here to rid ourselves of experience and you know some people genuinely might say I don’t need a lot to be happy and
(14:45) that’s cool and I’m not saying that that’s the bad thing but I’m just saying that I truly believe that if you believe that you’re a Creator you believe that you can have whatever you innately desire like that desire was put in your heart for a reason bringing it back I came in with no expectations of like the kind of community that would be there and like I said I was so pleasantly surprised the thing that I noticed the most is that everyone there does the work I mean it takes a special type of
(15:10) person to sit in meditation for over an hour every single day that is commitment to your path that is devotion that is believing that you are Creator if you’re doing that you believe that you are the creator of your reality you know what I mean and so by default everyone that’s there that’s willing to pay like you know upwards of 5K to go to a 7-Day Meditation Retreat is just so embodied and integrated so that was one of the best and my most favorite thing that I met every single person there you could
(15:35) talk to like the whole hotel was you know doct Joe’s community and it’s just like you you make you have conversations with everyone I had con conversations with 70-year-old men I had conversations with younger you know 25-year-olds everyone there is there for the same reason which is to go Inward and create a new reality for themselves and heal and become the best version of them and everyone was so kind you could connect to anyone it was just almost like this Mutual love of like you’re here for the
(16:01) experience I’m here for the experience and let’s connect on a soul level I really really enjoyed the community I also noticed that everyone there is very happy you know you are at a Meditation Retreat in in Mexico so let’s not glaze over that fact but genuinely like in their soul you can just tell like they are there living their best life they are there because they know that they’re a Creator I loved that it was just so beautiful to be around so many happy people so many people with high like you
(16:25) can just feel the energy like the vibration is just so high and I I loved it now I got to say guys I’m going to give you the tea the best part about the community for me was seeing what a man with an open heart is like I got to say I have been told to telling you guys I’ve been more in this phase of I’m ready to open my heart I’m ready to start the journey again it’s really hard to find expanders of men that you essentially want to call in with only seeing maybe some men on Instagram because the truth be told is like I
(16:56) don’t really want an Instagram man and so I didn’t really understand what an emotionally available man looked like other than seeing somebody on Instagram being like oh wow he’s talking you know he’s spitting truth like that’s cool he’s on his path but also I don’t really want exactly that you know what I mean so I had no real life examples of like the type of man that I really want to be with and the men here I just want to say I honor every single one of you I am so grateful for each of those men because
(17:24) they showed me what an openhearted masculine man looks like I met so many cool entrepreneurial men on their path doing something normal right not not these like Instagram like no no shade I love you Instagram men but normal men men that were just so connected to themselves opening their hearts tears strolling down their face hands on their hearts just like wow like I feel so much joy I feel so much love I had the most heart to hearts with all these men and I just I made so many good guy friends that are just showing me what it looks
(17:57) like for a man to have an open heart and working on himself and committed to his path and also like going to Retreats alone like damn that was hot you know there men are like yeah I’m just here alone I just want to go it’s been my fifth my fifth one I’m like what men go to retreat alone like really it was just a really cool moment so I had to stick that in the men there I loved all of them and not because they’re hot and not because they’re good-look because they have an open heart an open heart is
(18:28) hot that was my first takeaway the community is one of the most integrated spiritual communities that I could have asked for my second takeaway was that genuinely the heart is the portal to everything that you desire from my level of ignorance before the retreat I didn’t really understand how important opening the heart was on the first day one of the meditations we did we just sat there for an hour and opened our heart and felt what our heart felt like and opened our heart more and opened our heart more
(18:55) and felt love and felt in love with life and fell in love with our heart and fell in love with our path literally just opening our heart for an hour and learning how to master opening our heart and obviously all of his teachings build on each other I’m going to try to explain to you guys why opening your heart is so important especially for the work that I do of like getting out of survival and like creating heart-c centered content online this is all going to tie in together so I think this is a beautiful just like share in story
(19:23) so he does work with the energy centers some people call them chakras he calls them energy centers he has eight energy centers that we work with a lot and a lot of people know that the three lowest chakras are like your survival chakras they’re like right here if you’re watching the video right here and right here so like right above your breast bone is where your three lowest chakras are right right below your heart when you’re energy is stuck in those three lowest chakras you are in survival mode
(19:50) when you are in survival this is measured scientifically there is no electromagnetic field around your body you are not magnetic at all you have no electrical charge you’re not magnetizing things towards you in fact you have zero electri magnetic charge it’s just like you’re just a a magnet that’s not working right as soon as you get to your heart the heart’s frequency and vibration is above the speed of light so you’re automatically now creating an electromagnetic field around your body
(20:19) this is now when you’re calling things to you versus going out and getting them matter to matter right the example I always give for matter to matter to calling things to you is you know let’s say you’re trying to get a boyfriend you could swipe on the apps for go on 20 dates and you’re going to find a boyfriend and that’s totally fine like creating matter to matter is not bad we do it all the time but like when you’re working with the quantum field and when you’re magnetizing situations and people
(20:43) and clients to you you just are walking on the side of the road walking your dog and your man bumps into you you know what I mean like it just happens like you magnetize that situation to you and the reason we get in our heart is because when we’re vibrating at that speed of light now now we’re speaking to the field now we’re speaking to the quantum field and the quantum field vibrates above the speed of light because you can’t see it right you can see everything below the speed of light but as soon as it gets above there now
(21:11) you are in the quantum on top of that as soon as energy reaches your heart it always can go up now so it’s going to talk to your brain and Dr Joe talks a lot about brain and heart coherence the way that you get brain heart coherence is bringing all of your energy to your heart the reason I’m saying this is because it really just solidifies that the heart is the portal to everything that you desire the most beautiful teaching that I have from this is that he really talks about how all energy you know even the energy of this room in the
(21:40) this empty space all energy carries information there’s information in everything right this this world is 0000000000 1% matter the rest is energy and in all of that energy there’s so much information right he really talked about living from your heart and listening to your heart and he’s like most people think that listening to your heart is not logical but if all energy your heart is sending energy to your brain that’s informing the brain with a decision if all energy carries information then when you follow your
(22:11) heart you’re actually following the in Divine intelligence like you’re actually following the most the most important information that you could the information from the source so I just thought that was such a cool teaching and reminder that when you’re following your heart and it doesn’t seem logical it’s actually the most logical and and I always talk about that like you following your purpose is following your intuitive heart right like following those calls and those tugs on your heart
(22:36) and just your heart is so intelligent it’s the portal it magnetizes anything that you want it gives life it is the source right if you have a heart it’s the same heart that everyone else has that energy is part of the bigger energy and I just realized that in this like wow the heart is so important and even in moments of hardship that I’ve had you know over this last week I just go into my heart when I can’t figure something out I’m like just go back to your heart your heart has the answers to everything
(23:03) so that was one of my best takeaways and just a quote to kind of round this this point out is the brain thinks but the heart knows and I think that that’s just a beautiful reminder that if you are having this beautiful intuitive call to quit your job or leave your relationship or reach out to a friend like follow it your heart is so intelligent and will never lead you astray but you have to trust it enough to allow it to lead you this next takeaway is around surrender and he said this quote that I’m going to
(23:34) share and then I’ll unpack what it means for me it said surrender is a never-ending process of believing something greater can occur so much of this last year of my life was left up to surrender it was believing in something that I couldn’t see yet believing in a V vision of the future and believing that it could turn out better than what I was leaving behind and as someone who feels like they really got a Master Class in surrender this year it is that that is exactly what surrender is it’s just believing that anything that’s going to
(24:05) be taken away from you is going to be replaced with something bigger and greater than you can ever imagine but the work really has to occur when you can’t see it yet you don’t need to surrender when you can see the path when it’s all clear you only need to surrender when it’s unclear and you don’t know how it’s going to turn out and you really have to fall more in love with your future than you are with your past that’s like literally the line that helped me get out of my rock bottom of
(24:28) like if I can’t believe that my future is going to be so much better than my past I’m only I’m going to be so in love with my past I’m going to be miserable now I’m just committed to the Divine unfolding of my life because I’ve trusted in the unknown and surrendered so much I’m like wow everything really is like unfolding better than I could have thought I’m more me I have more money I have more success I have more aligned friendships I have more aligned relationships in my life it’s only
(24:52) getting better and I had to let all of that go to see that and you really only get to trust and learn how to surrender by just doing it over and over again and seeing that it always just ends up better and one of the biggest things that really goes along with this is identity work really is the root of change you have to change and figure out like who do I actually really want to become and if I was going to become let’s say you want to become an abundant person right how would an abundant person walk how would they talk what
(25:22) would they believe what would be the thoughts rewiring in their head how would they spend their money how would they feel when they’re they’re spending their money so much of his his work is this mental rehearsal aspect of it of like rehearse you being the Abundant person rehearse how you would walk talk think act believe all of it and become that really it’s just becoming that and this is so true because you know in my 60-day challenge I really healed my abundance mindset and that’s how you do
(25:51) it you become a person that’s abundant it’s it’s not about the money it’s about who you’re becoming you’re not doing it to get money you’re doing it to be an abundant person and you don’t need money to become an abundant person you just need to become the person that walks talks acts and thinks like an abundant person and abundance comes to you I know that sounds like fooo spirituality but when you actually understand that it’s a frequency that you’re walking in and you’re playing in and you’re holding all
(26:16) day long you will understand money and I’m not going to go too much into it I probably should do an episode about money eventually so if you want one just send me a DM on Instagram it really is about that to add on to to the identity work it really is so much becoming conscious of your unconscious programming I mean I I teach inner child and hypnosis work and something that I always really drive home is just the fact that 95% of your reality is based on your subconscious programming and that’s what really you’re doing in Dr
(26:47) Joe’s work is you’re becoming conscious of that unconscious programming so that you can start to change the program change the way that you’re operating change the way that you’re just automatically firing and wiring your thoughts so much so that you become a different person this is why I also am like this works not for everyone because it takes a lot of effort in a lot of work and I know that not everyone is committed as me to sit in an hour meditation a day or is going to go spend a lot of money on their transformation
(27:15) and I have no sh like I have no shade around that I just know not everyone’s wired like me but if you are if you are committed to your growth like the things that you can do with your life are just so amazing it’s just so cool how we really do create our reality the next thing that I want to cover is the experience of this Retreat the point that I wrote is on the path to wholeness you have to let go of everything that goes against your wholeness your your un wholeness rather and what I mean by that is you know I’ve been on a lot of
(27:44) Retreats when I go on my Retreats it’s like I am going openly to like work on myself I’m like oh yeah I know I’m going to be going into my subconscious programmingsoftware because he’s not asking you to bring up anything from your past he’s not asking you to bring up any triggers he’s not asking you to bring up anything that is wrong I mean he’s not even asking you’re sitting in meditation for 6 hours a day all the that is keeping you from feeling wholeness is just going to naturally
(28:14) come up and they come in your face they just come you know it’s like oh you you’re trying to manifest a relationship or a friendship or more money what are all the the beliefs that are keeping you from saying I can’t I don’t I can’t do that no I I that’s too hard no that I I’m not cool enough to do that all your comes up to the surface and you have to get through it you have to deal with it in the meditations and I think that was a really cool unique thing because you don’t just NE
(28:42) technically sit with yourself for 6 hours a day in any other setting but when you’re sitting with yourself in silence all the stuff comes up so just to get a little bit vulnerable with you guys so I can tell you a little bit of my own personal experience when I went through my rock bottom everything was really good I had just moved to my dream place in California I was with the person I loved my business was doing well everything was going well and then right when I had everything I wanted everything fell
(29:10) apart so it created the subconscious belief for me that I can’t have it all because everything in my life genuinely is going so good right now I’m working really hard I feel so good in my mission I feel so good in my friendships and then when it came to like what I was trying to create there was a part of me that was like H like you know maybe a relationship but maybe not and when I really sat with like why maybe not there was two things that came up number one there was this belief that if I had it
(29:34) all if I had an amazing relationship it was just too much goodness like I wasn’t worthy of having everything be good like that would make people uncomfortable seeing me thriving in every way and it was just this newer layer of stepping into my bigness being like no I deserve to have it all I am deserving of it all it’s okay if I have it all it’s okay if it triggers people and so I had to sit with that and overcome that that was was a big thing and then there was this other Shadow aspect that came up of like
(30:02) well I really haven’t been in the space of calling in a relationship genuinely like I haven’t been going on dates I haven’t really been it hasn’t been top of mind and then there was this like belief that I was like well if I’m calling in a relationship it means that I’m desperate and it means that I’m needy and it need means that somebody’s not choosing me because I’m actively looking to call something in and I really had to sit with that and overcome the shadow of that of being like I’m not
(30:25) needy I’m not desperate I just have so much love to give and I’m excited to give it and I’m excited to create a life with someone there was a lot of things that just came up to the surface of me working on my deservingness and my magnetic nature and it’s really cool when you’re in that setting because you’re in such a high frequency of the room and like the retreat that things can shift really quick it’s like I would shift my belief around what I’m deserving of and then I would get the
(30:50) reflection of that in my life of like uh you know maybe a a guy coming up to me or maybe me having a really great heart-to-heart conversation with one of my guy friends about love like it was really cool to just see that my belief shifting so quick actually did manipulate the 3D experience that I was having in real life on the path to wholeness when you’re becoming more and more whole when you’re raising your frequency whether it’s you know with mushrooms with Meditation Retreat just in general in your life you are going to
(31:16) have to let go of all the beliefs all the people all the things that were part of the identity that was not wholeness and it just was cool to go through all those limiting beliefs there were obviously a lot more things that came up but those were the biggest ones and the ones that I feel called to share and maybe that you can relate to but I’m just really focusing on holding the vibration of wholeness and like I can have it all and I’m deserving of it all and and I’m I’m worthy of someone who’s
(31:41) doing just as much work as me and it’s going to be just a great experience for me to just continue to unfold in this and and call in this next version of my life that maybe is sharing it with a new partner so I’m excited for that my last takeaway from The Retreat is going to be in nothing you find everything in his teachings a lot of the retreat we are learning how to become nothing no space no time no person no place no thing nowhere you literally learn how to unfold into nothingness and the truth is
(32:14) is that the source source God whatever you want to call all that is it is just this energy of nothingness but in the nothing there’s everything it’s like in this space there’s so much information right it’s the same thing and I think it’s just such a cool concept that if you want to create like the source you have to connect from your ego it’s it is an ego death in a sense it’s similar to my mushroom experience there was so many similarities of the mushroom experience in this experience and hopefully you can
(32:40) relate to one of them in nothingness when you unfold into nothing when you become nothing in your meditations you are getting connected to the infinite field and the field the the quantum field holds vibration it holds frequency it holds infinite untapped potential and the cool thing is it connects to everything and everyone it’s where we’re all created from we’re all created from the nothing and in the nothing came everything when we go to the quantum field there is no trying there you don’t
(33:08) walk around you don’t have your body you don’t have your mouth you don’t talk the only way you experience things is tapping into the frequency of it and so it’s really cool so we learn how to unfold into the nothing which is everything and then in the everything you get around by just tapping into the frequency of what you want to experience and then if you’re experiencing it in the field then it can come down into 3 matter and you know I’m obviously not explaining all the quantum physics the
(33:32) best way that I can because I’m not a Quantum physicist but hopefully you guys can understand that when you observe it in the quantum field it means that it can be observed in 3D matter and if you become really good at observing it up there it’s the matter is going to collapse the wave function right there’s like quantum physics studies on this if You observe a wave it becomes a particle that’s the same idea that we’re doing it’s like we’re in this nothingness and then we observe a potential potential of
(33:55) your wealth of your relationship of your happiness of your joy of your Miracle right your whatever it is there’s infinite Potentials in the quantum field as soon as you observe it now it can collapse into matter it was just a reminder for me that my most natural state that the reason I’m feeling the call to become nothing and just like go into nothingness is because that is my most natural state as the source you’re the source too right we all have the source inside of us and when we become nothing we feel connected and we have
(34:24) everything that we need I feel like I sound like a freaking monk that just meditated in the Himalayas for 8 years so I hope you guys got something out of this podcast I think to to really end this this experience was something that I will keep close to my heart for the remainder of my life I know that it won’t be my last experience that I go and have at one of these Retreats seeing Miracles seeing the power of love heal people like literally I saw Miracles I saw people getting healed by The Power of Love that’s like Jesus guys like
(34:53) I will just never be the same I will never forget the power I have as a human creator there was just so much love in that room that you know I get a lot of comments on Tik Tok and it’s like that’s a cult and like that’s culty and like you’re part of a cult and what I have to say to that is nothing cuz I’m like if you just were in that room and you felt the love and you felt what we were doing with the Power of Love healing people learning how to heal people with the power of love you would just know that
(35:16) that’s not a cult that’s human potential that’s love that’s what we’re here on Earth to do is to remember that we are love now my entire business is getting infused with helping people connect with their heart hearts and something that I want to kind of say with like the whole you know I was talking about like the heart is the portal to everything I’ve been already teaching my clients how to connect to their hearts and how to run in their business from the power of their heart and it’s beautiful because
(35:40) as soon as you’re in your heart you’re you’re not in Survival anymore and so much of procrastination perfectionism the inner child wounds all of that is is from a state of scarcity and fight ORF flight as soon as you get into your heart you transmute all of it it’s just like an automatic transmutation of all of those things because because when you’re in your heart you’re just vibrating so high that those things kind of become irrelevant I feel like I just blabbed to you guys but let me know if
(36:06) you have a good takeaway from that or if you learned anything I would love to know your thoughts and how you feel I don’t really love giving advice of like do this meditation or go to the retreat I think if you feel called go for it go down the rabbit hole yourself also I just want to remind you guys that I do have a retreat of my own coming up like I said one of the best parts of this retreat was the people I connected to I made so many amazing friends so many Soul connections and Retreat space is such a special space if you guys are
(36:33) feeling called to come on my retreat Cosmic CEO for Spiritual entrepreneurs who are ready to step into their new identity and reach their next level I do have spaces left it’s called Cosmic CEO it’s in May 17th through 24th if you are interested DM me Cosmic on Instagram and I will give you the call booking link to book a call and fill out the application to see if you’re a good fit the women that are coming on this Retreat are literally so amazing I’m just so pumped with the people that are coming cuz I’m
(36:59) obsessed with them and I’m like wow I’m going to be best friends with all of them I’m so so excited so if you’re interested in coming on Cosmic CEO feel free to come and yeah guys I’m just so excited for this the rest of this year I know it’s going to unfold even better than I could ever imagine I just feel so tapped into to the quantum and Source Consciousness and my little Quantum self I just know that when you’re when you’re in the unknown it turns out better than he expected Dr Joe says the unknown has
(37:26) never let me down and that’s what I’m learning too is that when I live in the pure present moment without expectations or without trying to predict my future it just always unfolds better than I could ever predict so that’s where I’m at I’m feeling so grateful for the experience again hope you learned something hope you loved it I will see you guys in another episode if you have any requests for episodes you want in the future or even guests that you want me to bring on feel free to send me a DM
(37:49) I love talking to you guys I’ll see you guys soon I love you have a great week bye